[00:00.000] 作词 : 黄雨篱
[00:00.000] 作曲 : 黄雨篱
[00:00.000] 编曲 : 黄雨篱
[00:00.000]混音：黄雨篱
[00:01.633]To mm,
[00:04.650]God I don’t even know your name.
[00:07.682]If you ever play this song,
[00:10.220]please know that this song is dedicated to you.
[00:15.107]I don’t know how to find you now,
[00:17.989]so my only hope is to let my song find you.
[00:21.747]And I tried to make it very obvious so you know it when you see it.
[00:28.127]I’m sorry about all of this,
[00:30.287]I never meant to make you feel cringe or uncomfortable.
[00:35.286]But please, please let me know if you see this.
[00:40.116]Talk to me,
[00:42.092]Write to me,
[00:43.661]Anything.
[00:45.789]You know where to find me.
[00:48.903]Front roll seat you sat
[00:51.673]at my last tour show
[00:58.633]I was blown
[01:03.786]by your stunning glow
[01:12.478]Tears in your eyes
[01:15.740]my bad to let you cry
[01:21.964]I evade your sight
[01:28.304]cause this is a crime
[01:37.277]It was my last show of this tour,
[01:40.176]and you were like…
[01:41.302]sitting right in front of me
[01:43.582]and you were looking at me the whole time.
[01:45.878]I was so touched by your sincere, and beautiful,
[01:50.803]gosh you got beautiful eyes.
[01:53.875]It kind of made me feel bad that my song made you cry.
[01:58.130]And after the show, when you walked up to me and said hi,
[02:02.981]my heart sped up, jesus, am I seventeen or what?
[02:07.716]I mean I haven’t had this feeling for a long time.
[02:11.893]When I saw you go that was the most lethal struggle in my life.
[02:17.689]There were people talking to me but somehow I just, I just don’t want you to go.
[02:22.175]So after 20 seconds, I said
[02:24.221]“f it, I’m gonna do this.”
[02:26.495]So I ran, leaving all the conversation behind.
[02:30.011]I ran, like I’m that young again.
[02:33.289]By the time I got to that door,
[02:35.264]you were gone, and I thought,
[02:37.473]after I go outside Ima run fast as if my life depends on it,
[02:42.233]I’m gonna run this whole block (Excuse my language) if I have to.
[02:46.304]That’s when the ele opened, you came back,
[02:50.569]and I saw you eye to eye.
[02:52.786]I took your card in your hand and wrote you note saying
[02:55.786]“I think you are beautiful and glad you come to my show.”
[03:00.080]Trust me that’s one of the kind,
[03:02.312]I never wrote something like this to my audience before.
[03:05.723]So If you have it, you know it’s you, it’s gotta be you.
[03:11.282]I did wanna ask your number or write my number on at least,
[03:15.597]but I guess, I just don’t wanna freak you out,
[03:19.305]I mean, I get it, I’m just a songwriting guy who happens to be in your city
[03:23.799]for just one night,
[03:25.959]and you don’t know me,
[03:27.903]you listen to my music of course,
[03:29.856]but that’s not me, that’s just, projections of me.
[03:36.333]And you got your life, hopefully it’s a happy one.
[03:40.249]Even a boyfriend maybe,
[03:43.066]Girlfriend? That’s cool too.
[03:46.251]And I don’t wanna ruin your night and complicate things up,
[03:50.543]So I watched you go,
[03:52.872]But I’m afraid, that’s gonna be my biggest regret soon.
[04:00.592]Oh will I ever be
[04:04.693]seeing you again
[04:06.934]All I really need
[04:09.575]is to become your friend
[04:14.806]or perhaps maybe be your man
[04:24.715]I am not thinking straight
[04:28.290]the situation
[04:30.699]is worse than I think
[04:33.579]once in a life time cringe
[04:38.815]I'm sorry that I put you in
[04:48.229]Oh you
[04:50.566]what if I won't ever get to see your face
[04:54.177]Oh it's not cool
[04:56.536]when you looked at me why did I shy away
[05:00.606]It's so unfortunate
[05:03.205]seems like it's gonna be my worst mistake
[05:12.211]Oh it's true
[05:14.480]trust me I ain't never did something like this
[05:18.177]Let my song find you
[05:20.552]I don't care what other people say
[05:24.614]Just give me one more chance
[05:27.567]to ask you out on a date
[05:39.050]I’m so blessed to meet you, I truly am.
[05:45.115]But why this song is so sad?
[05:49.037]Well, I guess because when that thrilling, ecstasy turned to sadness
[05:55.551]as I slowly realize to the fact that
[05:58.727]it’s getting more and more likely
[06:00.478]that I’m not gonna see you again…
[06:05.348]Blessing becomes torture.
[06:08.824]I’m not gonna see you again, am I?
[06:17.742]I’m not gonna see you again.