[01:18.31]Desert Rose
[01:20.17]Why do you live alone
[01:24.44]If you are sad
[01:26.53]I'll make you leave this life
[01:31.25]Are you white blue or bloody red
[01:37.41]All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
[01:44.12]The winds of time
[01:45.67]You knock me to the ground
[01:50.03]I'm dying of thirst
[01:52.09]I wanna run away
[01:56.24]I don't know how to set me free to live
[02:02.82]My mind cries out feeling pain
[02:08.29]I've been roaming to find myself
[02:14.80]How long have I been feeling
[02:18.23]Endless hurt
[02:20.85]Falling down rain flows into
[02:25.92]My heart
[02:27.18]In the pain I'm waiting for you
[02:32.68]Can't go back
[02:36.71]No place to go back to
[02:39.96]Life is lost Flowers fall
[02:45.61]If it's all dreams
[02:49.37]Now wake me up
[02:52.86]If it's all real
[02:55.98]Just kill me
[04:11.51]I'm making the wall
[04:14.16]Inside my heart
[04:16.85]I don't wanna let my emotions get out
[04:22.21]It scares me to look at the world
[04:28.16]Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
[04:34.18]I tried to drown my past in grey
[04:39.51]I never wanna feel more pain
[04:44.88]Ran away from you without saying any words
[04:50.18]What I don't wanna lose is love
[05:16.19]Through my eyes
[05:17.54]Time goes by like tears
[05:20.24]My emotion's losing the color of life
[05:26.62]Kill my heart
[05:28.32]Release all my pain
[05:30.94]I'm shouting out loud
[05:33.57]Insanity takes hold over me
[05:38.92]Turning away from the wall
[05:41.57]Nothing I can see
[05:43.66]The scream deep inside
[05:45.40]Reflecting another person in my heart
[05:48.26]He calls me from within
[05:50.34]"All existence you see before you
[05:52.43]Must be wiped out?:
[05:54.70]Dream Reality Memories and Yourself"
[06:51.84]I begin to lose control of myself
[06:57.05]My lust is so blind destroys my mind
[07:02.33]Nobody can stop my turning to madness
[07:08.51]No matter how you try to
[07:10.70]Hold me in your heart
[07:14.45]Why do you wanna raise these walls
[07:19.72]I don't know the meaning of hatred
[07:25.00]My brain gets blown away
[07:26.70]Hearing words of lies
[07:30.39]I only want to hold your love
[07:43.96]Stab the dolls filled with hate
[07:46.66]Wash yourself with their blood
[07:54.97]Drive into the raging current of time
[07:58.02]Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
[08:01.09]"the earth"
[08:05.28]Shout and start creating confusion
[08:07.94]Shed your blood for pleasure
[08:10.51]And what for love
[08:13.84]What am I supposed to do
[08:51.22]I believe in the madness called
[08:54.86]"Now"
[08:57.18]Past and future prison my heart
[09:03.23]Time is blind
[09:05.53]But I wanna trace my love
[09:08.13]On the wall of time
[09:10.78]Over pain in my heart
[09:15.44]Art of life
[09:17.30]Insane blade stabbing dreams
[09:21.48]Try to break all truth now
[09:27.56]But I can't heal this broken
[09:31.37]Heart in pain
[09:32.44]Cannot start to live
[09:35.05]Cannot end my life
[09:37.42]Keep on crying
[12:41.39]Close my eyes
[12:43.50]Time breathes I can hear
[12:46.53]All love and sadness melt in my heart
[12:53.60]Dry my tears
[12:55.20]Wipe my bloody face
[12:58.15]I wanna feel me
[13:02.05]Living my life outside my walls
[13:39.55]You can't draw a picture of yesterday
[13:41.46]So you're painting your heart
[13:42.71]With your blood
[13:43.67]You can't say "No"
[13:44.86]Only turning the wheel of time
[13:46.62]With a rope around your neck
[13:48.43]You build a wall of morality
[13:50.03]And take a breath
[13:50.81]From between the bricks
[13:52.08]You make up imaginary enemies
[13:53.55]And are chased by them
[13:54.87]You're trying to commit suicide
[13:56.92]You're satisfied with your prologue
[13:58.78]Now you're painting your first chapter black
[14:00.83]You are putting the scraps of life together
[14:03.18]And trying to make an asylum
[14:04.62]For yourself
[14:05.45]You're hitting a bell
[14:06.48]At the edge of the stage
[14:08.07]And you are trying to kill me
[14:10.82]I believe in the madness called
[14:14.76]"Now"
[14:17.08]Time goes flowing breaking my heart
[14:23.21]Wanna live
[14:25.64]Can't let my heart kill myself
[14:28.39]Still I haven't found
[14:31.38]What I'm looking for
[14:35.83]Art of life
[14:37.89]I try to stop myself
[14:41.76]But my heart goes to destroy the truth
[14:48.38]Tell me why
[14:50.45]I want the meaning of my life
[14:53.45]Do I try to live Do I try to love
[14:58.63]In my dream
[24:45.02]I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
[24:50.34]I just wanna let my emotions get out
[24:55.68]Nobody can stop
[24:58.27]I'm running to freedom
[25:01.59]No matter how you try to hold me
[25:04.68]In your world
[25:07.58]Like a doll carried by the flow of time
[25:12.92]I sacrificed the present moment
[25:15.35]For the future
[25:18.39]I was in chains of memory half-blinded
[25:23.13]Losing my heart
[25:24.62]Walking in the sea of dreams
[25:46.81]Close my eyes
[25:48.47]Rose breathes I can hear
[25:51.03]All love and sadness melt in my heart
[25:57.38]Dry my tears
[25:59.15]Wipe my bloody face
[26:01.72]I wanna feel me
[26:05.31]Living my life outside my mind
[26:10.36]Dreams can make me mad
[26:13.42]I can't leave my dream
[26:16.03]I can't stop myself
[26:21.01]Don't know what I am
[26:24.36]What lies are truth
[26:25.76]What truths are lies
[27:34.18]I believe in the madness called
[27:37.91]"Now"
[27:40.03]Time goes flowing breaking my heart
[27:46.59]Wanna live
[27:49.08]Can't let my heart kill myself
[27:51.82]Still I haven't found
[27:54.74]What I'm looking for
[27:59.51]Art of life
[28:01.51]I try to stop myself
[28:05.47]But my heart goes to destroy the truth
[28:11.97]Tell me why
[28:14.45]I want the meaning of my life
[28:17.44]Do I try to live Do I try to love
[28:25.15]Art of life
[28:27.09]An Eternal Bleeding heart
[28:31.30]You never wanna breathe your last
[28:37.84]Wanna live
[28:40.17]Can't let my heart kill myself
[28:43.11]Still I'm feeling for
[28:45.74]A Rose is breathing love
[28:48.36]In my life