(Verse 1) Ten missed calls, feel so bad about myself, Can't get out of bed, praying not to wake up tomorrow, This isn't the life I imagined having, Haven't felt alive since 2008, I have this feeling I won't make it past 27 (Chorus) Have you ever felt the pain of emptiness? You only know pain when the void feels like it's crushing your bones, I can't sleep, the past haunts me and the future worries me, I'm not proud of the thoughts I had that year, I'm not proud of being obsessed with you, I would apologize, but I don't know what to say. (Verse 2) If you ever hear this, you know it's for you, I really liked you, I just didn't know how to express it, It's not an excuse, but I wanted you to know, (Chorus) Years go by and I still feel the same, Stuck in this endless loop, Life keeps imposing suffering on me, I don't deserve this, Maybe I should settle the score for past sins, No lessons learned, just a little more suffering. (Outro) Ten missed calls, feel so bad about myself, Can't get out of bed, praying not to wake up tomorrow, This isn't the life I imagined having, Haven't felt alive since 2008, I have this feeling I won't make it past 27.