Decided to call him again Midnight passed we lit another cigarette Thought of you while kissing him Running my fingers through his hair Took another sip and then I let it in, I let it in The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me Somehow I’m less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity Denying I fought it again My best friend told me I could break any man Thought of you while listening Said I was bound to be left Always shouting I should be independent, so incessantly The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me Somehow I’m less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity The sway in my body lingering I lie awake wondering If I’d ever tell you I’ll never tell you The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me Don’t wanna sound dramatic Don’t want me to self-applaud it Don’t wanna hope it passes To live a life of desolation Wait up, wait up, wait up, wait up up The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me Somehow I’m less wary of the stranger in the dark than of sincerity The sway in my body lingering I lie awake wondering If I’d ever tell you I’ll never tell you The day my life turned messy was the day that I found out that you thought about me