[00:00.00] 作词 : Anthony Masotti
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Zac Koval
[00:23.13]You are not what they say that you are
[00:25.50]Got it all
[00:26.03]Shattered by the words you've been ripped apart
[00:28.87]Looking for a light while you're in the dark
[00:31.83]Looking for a light while you're in the dark
[00:34.67]If you don't heal you relive the scars
[00:37.21]So it's best to take things slow
[00:40.32]You are not what they say that you are
[00:43.14]Don't let them bury you or put you in a cage
[00:45.80]Here i am talking in my head again
[00:48.65]Sick and tired going through my medicine
[00:51.42]Wonder if i'll ever be myself again
[00:54.24]Smile like i'm happy that i never am
[00:57.11]Put all of my time into this regiment
[00:59.91]Only thing that matters stay irrelevant
[01:02.73]It's an elephant in the room
[01:04.61]And it's time to be honest with myself
[01:08.45]How come i always internalize
[01:14.14]Always in the middle it ain't simple life at all
[01:17.67]But i understand
[01:19.97]I understand that if i reached out for comfort
[01:23.68]Would you take my hand
[01:25.90]Cause i know that no one wants to speak a comfort but we all want it
[01:33.95]Why have i been feeling this way since i can
[01:39.59]Throw away the guilt i know what i did
[01:43.98]I spent half my life just finding my place to live
[01:49.57]Only to turn around to comfort yeah
[01:53.51]You are not what they say that you are
[01:56.33]Shattered and abused you've been ripped apart
[01:59.28]Looking for a light while you're in the dark
[02:02.08]If we don't heal you relive the scars
[02:06.68]Pass the pain along like DNA
[02:12.40]These days i feel i'm dreaming when i'm awake
[02:16.19]Why do i always internalize
[02:19.63]When i know i'm not to blame
[02:21.91]And you always burning me what you like
[02:24.94]I get so tired of these games
[02:27.60]I take so much pride in my accomplishments
[02:29.40]like what the hell is happening been to me lately i acknowledge that i'm not the same
[02:33.40]What's a shame who i've come but i've changed
[02:35.49]I'm the one that i wanna be now oh
[02:38.91]Why do i always feel compromised
[02:41.73]Only in my element i feel alive
[02:44.48]To the ones that say that you should give it time
[02:47.32]It will not get better unless you really try
[02:50.41]Yeah it's all the effort you give
[02:52.36]And whether you whether you whether whether you want it or not
[02:57.33]Cause if you don't somebody else will yeah
[03:01.30]Spring into the summer now it's autumn
[03:04.17]Caught up in my feels but then i dropped them
[03:06.42]Dropped them
[03:07.10]Try to enjoy the silence cause it's all on
[03:09.68]Fertilize my soul without a Paul
[03:11.49]And i've been going through these thoughts in my head
[03:14.23]I accept i'm not the person that i thought i was
[03:16.79]But i will be if try if i try yeah
[03:24.00]Why do i always internalize
[03:28.15]Why do i always internalize
[03:35.31]Looking at life with these bitter eyes
[03:38.63]It's time to take control