[00:12.55]Lately i
[00:15.00]Lately i need medication
[00:18.45]Just to get through conversation
[00:21.77]Pleading for the entertainment
[00:24.93]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[00:28.38]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[00:31.36]My family says you're not alone
[00:34.60]Pretending that i feel at home
[00:37.89]So happiness has been unknown
[00:42.98]I wish that things would be different
[00:46.06]Mm still i have my own addictions
[00:49.20]No no matter what i'm on a mission
[00:52.78]I never said that i was Christian
[00:55.86]Oh it's hard to trust in your religion
[00:58.78]So we all will have our own predictions
[01:02.18]Oh i'm tired of being the victim
[01:05.55]Whoa of circumstances i jump in when
[01:08.45]I know the cost of my ashes i see them clashing with people's perfect image of me
[01:13.41]Getting lost in the fashion even with tragedy happens
[01:16.42]I see the light and i bask in probably the reason i lasted not focusing on the static
[01:21.56]And all the and all the time left of my own devices
[01:25.40]Has made me realize that i'm way too devicive
[01:28.54]I'm scared you are coming on too strong
[01:31.72]I've been damaged in the brain for too long
[01:33.97]Lately i need medication
[01:37.37]Just to get through conversation
[01:40.63]Pleading for the entertainment
[01:43.74]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[01:47.19]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[01:50.25]My family says you're not alone
[01:53.56]Pretending that i feel at home
[01:56.75]So happiness has been unknown
[02:01.92]It's hard to act like everything's okay
[02:04.53]Got too much flowers just waiting on my grave
[02:07.80]I feel similar 24 7 every day just minimal while i've been living in slow days
[02:14.38]This stress breaks me down to the point where i feel it inside my bones and my choice
[02:20.99]I've learned to live with the things that i hate the most
[02:26.11]Yeah let's raise a toast to getting over the trauma
[02:29.12]Raise some hope from dishonor and take a quote from my mama
[02:32.07]She told me live form the drama
[02:33.79]These wounds are making you stronger and don't be close to the facts
[02:37.16]It doesn't help to be worried so i just try to relax
[02:40.45]My name just wants me to make money not concerned with the steps
[02:43.67]I can't take that where i'm going i leave it all in my stance
[02:47.01]Lately i move monster teaching got no concern to be fast
[02:50.41]If my soul's ever defeated know that i live to learn
[02:53.98]Lately i need medication
[02:56.28]Just to get through conversation
[02:59.44]Pleading for the entertainment
[03:02.68]I could be wrong i think i'm changing
[03:06.18]Blissful thoughts they come and go
[03:09.24]My family says you're not alone
[03:12.30]Pretending that i feel at home
[03:15.72]So happiness has been unknown