last year i didn't kill myself (Explicit) - nobody likes you pat 以下歌词翻译由微信翻译+文曲大模型提供 Lyrics by：Patrick Kiloran Composed by：Patrick Kiloran Produced by：Pat Kiloran/Jack Vondrachek Last year I didn't kill myself 去年我没有自杀 Are you proud of me 你为我感到骄傲吗 I can't tell 我看不出来 Because I'm still here 因为我依然在这里 But the prayers and the pills 但是祷告和药物 Aren't working so well 都不怎么管用 Another boulder up the hill 又一颗石子爬上山坡 While winter f*** my electric bill 寒冬时节我的电费账单 And I don't know how I can do this 我不知道我该怎么做 Over and over and over and over again 一次又一次 Uh Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Again yeah Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over and over again 一次又一次 Eat clean and exercise 吃的干净锻炼身体 Six times a week 一周六次 So why does it still feel 为何我还是觉得 Like my body's failing me 就好像我的身体渐渐衰弱 If I'm honest I don't want this 说实话我不想这样 But I'm too busy to be inside a coffin 但我太忙了没空躺在棺材里 No I don't know how I can do this 我不知道我怎么做到的 Over and over and over and over again yeah 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over and over 一次又一次 And over again yeah 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over and over again 一次又一次 No I can't deny it 我无法否认 I wish that I could hide it 我希望我可以藏起来 I think about dying 我想到死亡 Over and over and over and over again 一次又一次 Scream at me softly 对我轻声尖叫 Til you raise me from the dead 直到你让我起死回生 Scream at me softly 对我轻声尖叫 Over and over again 一次又一次 Scream at me softly 对我轻声尖叫 Til you raise me from the dead 直到你让我起死回生 And I don't know how I can do this 我不知道我该怎么做 Over and over and over and over and over again 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over 一次又一次 Over and over and over and over 一次又一次 And over And over And over And over And over And over again yeah 一次又一次 No I can't deny it 我无法否认 I wish that I could hide it 我希望我可以藏起来 I think about dying 我想到死亡 Over and over and over and over 一次又一次 And over again 一次又一次