[00:00.000] 作词 : Kenyatta Fudge
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kenyatta Fudge
[00:36.596](ADELSO on this)
[00:38.200]Tryna change my way of thinkin', I just don't know where to start
[00:40.583]Tend to keep my head up, but my mind falling apart
[00:42.977]And money don't heal the pain, I just hide it with shit I bought
[00:45.367]I put chains around my neck, but can't put chains around my heart
[00:47.761]I let people into my life who said it's gon' be alright
[00:50.414]Thinkin' that they wouldn't, but they would for the right price
[00:53.069]I think love is overrated anyway
[00:55.198]'Cause if the love real, it shouldn't fade away
[00:57.592]And I used to pray for better days, they ain't ever came
[00:59.975]Love is overrated anyways, it don't mean a thing
[01:02.366]It just turn my heart darker, but made me think smarter
[01:05.021]When pain come from someone you love, it hit harder
[01:07.412]Trustin' all my brothers, know I love 'em to the death of me
[01:09.806]Loyalty should come with the love, that's the recipe
[01:12.461]Think I need a scouter, it be hard to read yo' energy
[01:14.852]And you ain't treat me right, but I still gave you what's left of me
[01:17.507]They say live and learn, but when I'ma start learning?
[01:19.637]And If time really heal, then why am I still hurting?
[01:22.031]'Cause I been waiting, Lord, I been so patient
[01:27.077]Feel like it's the same old thing, just a different day
[01:29.460]Same fake love, they just showin' it in different ways
[01:31.851]Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it
[01:34.244]Heart too big and I'm hard headed
[01:37.172]Everybody telling me that time gon' heal me
[01:39.291]If it don't happen soon, Father Time gon' kill me
[01:41.684]'Cause I can't see clearly, I don't know where I'm goin'
[01:44.601]Blind, but my eyes wide open
[01:46.469]Turned they back on me, bet they won't do that shit again
[01:48.860]I remember when the mirror was my one and only friend
[01:51.243]Even that came to an end
[01:52.575]I learned how to love myself, locked in and put my feelings on the shelf
[01:56.289]Remember I was cryin' out for help and I felt so ignored?
[01:58.683]Feel like I been crossed by everyone that I had feelings for
[02:01.077]I'ma be the greatest, that's the only thing I know for sure
[02:03.467]Tryna ride my wave when they the ones who threw me overboard
[02:06.123]Look at how them tables turn
[02:07.719]She ain't wait for me, but want me to wait for her
[02:10.109]I can't do that, baby
[02:11.706]I'm the only one that can save me
[02:13.299]Appreciate the beauty in the struggle 'cause it made me
[02:15.681]They say live and learn, but when I'ma start learning?
[02:18.075]And If time really heal, then why am I still hurting?
[02:20.466]'Cause I been waiting, Lord, I been so patient
[02:25.464]Feel like it's the same old thing, just a different day
[02:27.846]Same fake love, they just showin' it in different ways
[02:30.237]Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it
[02:32.631]Heart too big and I'm hard headed