[00:00.00] 作词 : 周震南
[00:01.00] 作曲 : 周震南
[00:02.00] 制作人 : 大迈MizarMin
[00:03.00] 「Die now,or love forever+F.F.F+Save+Red+?+52hz的鱼+Desire+Revelation」
[00:25.30]「Die now,or love forever」
[00:29.79]
[00:30.02]I wanna hide with you
[00:34.58]Don't leave me alone
[00:38.36]Let me die in your arms
[00:43.90]But if the love isn't true
[00:48.01]I will find the truth
[00:52.69]Give my heart to you
[00:57.01]
[01:43.51]「F.F.F」
[01:43.73]
[01:43.90]I think I'm confused
[01:44.75]My deepest soul is fading and disappearing
[01:46.86]Two people talking
[01:47.67]One showed me how to love
[01:48.86]Another one told me 'You gotta clean them'
[01:49.83]That's why people called them
[01:51.16]Angel and demon
[01:51.73]Good versus evil
[01:52.37]I'm afraid to face them
[01:53.28]I'm suffering
[01:54.14]That's what happened
[01:54.92]Every night I have been tortured by pain
[01:56.55]‘We should try to give people more love’
[01:57.89]‘Not my business, …’
[01:59.29]‘We don't have any right to judge’
[02:00.96]‘He's definitely trying to make up a lie for us’
[02:02.46]‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’
[02:04.54]‘I’ll be the greatest…’
[02:05.59]‘I don't care the money and the fame’
[02:07.17]‘I'm gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’
[02:08.55]
[02:08.95]More than 700 days
[02:09.93]I've been taking a long rest but I feel more tired
[02:12.92]Tryna calm but sometimes art's come from my anger
[02:15.99]I believe in …
[02:16.97]Always showing love but I know I'm a liar
[02:18.99]Tryna control violence in my head
[02:20.76]But still wanna clean that …
[02:22.25]Have you ever doubted your faith?
[02:23.64]And tryna raise a few questions？
[02:25.74]God hath leaden feet, but iron hands
[02:27.27]That's why I'm confused
[02:28.57]All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken
[02:32.06]I'm not a Christian but for somehow I'm praying
[02:35.03]
[02:36.42]I'm praying
[02:38.50]For everybody
[02:40.37]For you
[02:41.25]For me
[02:42.37]For someone who's pure and has loyalty
[02:45.22]I'm praying cuz I know it
[02:47.61]People gotta show their true love forever
[02:53.74]
[02:59.94]Ok I'm done I feel calm
[03:01.89]Just wanna ask you something
[03:03.54]Things you've told me, I found it
[03:05.32]But why is that all wrong？
[03:07.07]I'm confused
[03:07.89]I wonder why the truth is gone
[03:09.60]When I need someone to save me
[03:11.97]Why don't you respond?
[03:13.11]Now you blame me for I'm losing soul and faith
[03:15.79]Tell me what's the price for being a human I gotta pay
[03:18.93]I'm not done yet
[03:19.99]I know there's something beautiful I gotta find it
[03:22.36]I don't believe in destiny
[03:23.75]There's only judge and punish
[03:25.55]
[03:55.95]如果要杀死一个人
[03:56.98]只能选择用一种凶器
[03:58.16]让他带着愧疚活着会比利刃更加锋利
[04:00.92]选择逃离将我自己封闭
[04:02.57]仅存的善意正审视着我并发出抗议
[04:05.02]蜷缩在那沙发边的缝隙
[04:06.87]等待着倒计时
[04:07.74]等待着最后被迫放弃
[04:09.86]面对这突如其来的痛击
[04:11.19]我无法接受现实
[04:12.29]此刻显得无比抗拒
[04:13.42]盯着破碎不堪的屏幕
[04:14.52]投影出我做错的脸
[04:15.72]深呼吸以后
[04:16.47]习惯性地闭上我没落的眼
[04:18.05]安慰自己
[04:19.13]人性有错落的面
[04:19.86]戒不掉的懦弱
[04:20.72]我一次又一次堕落地捡
[04:22.44]默默地演
[04:23.41]演一条落魄的犬
[04:24.46]种种行为都幼稚得像是个未破的茧
[04:26.79]没兑现过的言
[04:27.75]没能赶上最后一面
[04:28.54]算来算去后悔是否来得太过多了点
[04:31.01]所以 我试着去弥补这些事呢
[04:33.10]去习惯被人怒吼
[04:34.54]去习惯被人弃舍
[04:35.34]去习惯被人遗忘
[04:36.46]去习惯无能为力
[04:37.38]想要保护她
[04:38.04]奈何我只是个可悲的戏子
[04:40.06]是的
[04:40.83]我全部通通记得
[04:41.85]曾经选择忘记的
[04:42.86]我现在选择记得
[04:44.39]我现在把我自己剖开
[04:45.76]希望你感到赤诚而不是感到赤裸
[04:48.27]
[04:56.92]我曾经讲出谎言
[04:57.92]试图躲入那些个假话
[04:59.22]我曾经想要得到同情
[05:00.12]把多处的痛苦夸大
[05:01.28]我曾经眼睁睁地看着多数的人被打压
[05:03.58]我曾经目睹这一切后做多数人做的哑巴
[05:05.75]我曾经面对珍视的事说不
[05:07.03]说无伤大雅
[05:07.95]后来也会想方设法去拖住某一个刹那
[05:09.97]我曾经为了让她开心说出编出的大话
[05:12.25]最后没能兑现她告诉我说 没事的 傻瓜
[05:14.60]曾经逃避那些挫折把错误怪罪给爸爸
[05:16.65]曾经把愤怒的情绪过度地带给了妈妈
[05:18.78]曾经看着她痛哭后
[05:19.78]被错付的情绪夹杂
[05:21.07]他们看我的眼神
[05:21.80]从充满爱意到充满了害怕
[05:23.38]讲到这些犯过的错
[05:24.61]泪流得不止
[05:25.48]我无法挽回这一篇篇
[05:26.42]无法回头的故事
[05:27.43]每一次叫醒自己告诫自己
[05:28.77]最后也如此
[05:29.92]讲出些伪善的借口
[05:30.72]随后又感到很无耻
[05:31.89]我的神啊
[05:32.82]我无法分清我的善伪
[05:34.20]但是你能否听到我的这一句句忏悔
[05:36.79]每一次失去后来的反悔
[05:38.51]这马后炮的嘴脸现在让我感到反胃
[05:40.93]很惭愧
[05:41.63]我真心感到惭愧
[05:43.06]躲在角落不敢面对的我像个残废
[05:45.76]Wake up wake up wake up and fight
[05:48.03]我不想他们再次为了我悲伤而含泪
[05:50.11]
[06:22.95]「Save」
[08:26.57]
[08:26.76]我还在等一个救赎
[08:27.78]但到现在还没等到
[08:29.00]窒息感快让我呕吐
[08:30.17]映衬着他们的冷笑
[08:31.88]看着这模糊的字迹
[08:32.82]我以为全都是自欺
[08:34.08]就在我即将要“窒息”
[08:35.08]我突然间抓住了自己
[08:36.23]把无关全部都屏蔽
[08:37.20]找到我自己的频率
[08:38.56]经历的一切的一切
[08:39.36]就算很痛苦还是会铭记
[08:40.76]脱下了“沉重的刑具”
[08:42.08]不去管他们曾给我的评语
[08:43.24]就当是病句
[08:44.31]悄悄地抹开了脸上的泪水
[08:45.56]去控制我此刻很激动的情绪
[08:46.78]I gotta focus,focus on my thing
[08:48.18]把这些经历都写下来给他们听
[08:49.62]如果有天他们陷进低谷
[08:50.76]鼓励他们咬碎牙也要前进
[08:52.14]收起那些自负收起那些嫉妒
[08:53.50]收起那颗受刺激的心
[08:54.57]希望他们记住
[08:55.40]只有你自己才能够“救自己的命”
[08:57.32]Like I told you I'll win and do the toast
[09:00.06]虽然懦弱也在一直试图掐住我的喉
[09:02.41]那就闭上眼睛双手合十扣紧我的手
[09:05.07]不是要祈求上帝而是要去跟着内心走
[09:07.53]
[09:28.89]双手被利剑染成血红色
[09:31.14]充满愤怒的戏子红脸唱得不出色
[09:33.90]Show no mercy
[09:35.06]I'mma taste your blood
[09:36.46]无用的怜悯早已被我亲手给埋了
[09:39.37]All this time y'all been eatin' long enough
[09:41.70]Let me take over this now I'm in charge
[09:44.61]Boy you so boring
[09:45.57]I ain't with y'all
[09:47.09]I ain't with y'all
[09:48.76]Cuz y'all ain't do it for the love
[09:49.64]I'm gonna fight,gonna fight
[09:52.07]Bet my everything and fight till I die
[09:54.53]All my family and friends are by my side
[09:57.39]All y'all enemies go home and cry
[10:00.16]Prairie fire
[10:01.21]I can't lose
[10:02.39]One man army I don't need a crew
[10:05.12]Drop out everything now I'm the bulletproof
[10:07.82]Be a legend or nobody which you gonna choose?
[10:14.86]Be a legend or nobody which you gonna choose?
[10:19.56]
[11:17.95]「Red」
[11:18.15]
[11:18.31]请原谅我无能的暴怒
[11:19.55]曾几何时伤害到你
[11:21.86]请原谅我自大的抱负
[11:23.38]头也不回地走到底
[11:25.38]请原谅我搪塞的套路
[11:27.71]说在忙 没看到消息
[11:29.08]原谅我缺少的关心与照顾
[11:31.07]没能为你遮挡住暴雨
[11:33.33]请原谅我没能够留意到
[11:34.66]岁月在你脸上留下的烙印
[11:36.81]请原谅我如今才理解到
[11:38.95]错过后来不及痛心的教训
[11:41.10]原谅我非常的较劲
[11:43.12]拥有的爱全部耗尽
[11:44.67]爱我的人们都不太敢靠近
[11:46.54]可能这就是我应得的报应
[11:48.33]
[11:48.94]曾经你问过我
[11:49.82]孩子 怎么会变成了这样
[11:52.65]如果我还能再来一次
[11:53.99]我希望就没来过这趟
[11:56.48]我高举着自由的牌子
[11:58.13]怒吼出愚蠢的倔强
[12:00.13]一句句质问
[12:00.76]我清晰地记得在那通电话里你哭得很绝望
[12:04.01]幸好我穿过了这一层迷雾最终我看到了家
[12:07.51]你拍了拍我身上布满的灰尘
[12:10.08]问我摔得疼吗
[12:11.63]可能也只有你在意
[12:13.89]你的爱无法被代替
[12:15.34]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[12:17.06]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意
[12:22.97]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[12:24.53]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意
[12:30.59]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[12:32.19]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意
[12:34.53]
[12:34.84]请原谅我没能够听见
[12:36.21]那停留在你内心痛苦的悲鸣
[12:38.57]请原谅我没能够看透你
[12:40.23]用欢声笑语去掩盖的泪印
[12:42.27]请原谅我曾经的自私
[12:43.87]忽略了你的感受和你给予的爱
[12:46.44]请原谅我蠢得不自知
[12:47.58]不懂得爱别人嘴边却倡议着爱
[12:50.32]原来你也会有痛苦
[12:52.17]原来你也会有失落
[12:53.95]原来你也会在夜晚时偷偷地哭泣后向自己示弱
[12:57.73]原来你也会有胆怯
[12:59.85]原来你也会有迷茫
[13:01.51]原来你也跟我一样
[13:02.82]害怕着突然地想起也害怕那突然的遗忘
[13:05.49]
[13:05.71]曾经你跟我说
[13:06.49]孩子 希望你别感到自卑
[13:09.33]遇见你我何等的幸运
[13:10.97]我又有什么资格去自卑
[13:12.95]我知道你一直很在意
[13:15.31]你的爱无法被代替
[13:16.75]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[13:18.40]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意
[13:24.33]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[13:26.16]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意
[13:31.93]希望那微风能代替我捎去
[13:33.58]那埋在我心里面已久的：
[13:35.53]爱你
[13:36.35]
[14:52.93]「？」
[14:53.13]
[14:53.30]What you living about?
[14:54.39]What you fighting about？
[14:55.37]What you talking about?
[14:56.47]Then what you doing right now?
[14:57.49]What you hiding about?
[14:58.54]Who do you lying on now?
[14:59.67]You said you happy right now?
[15:00.68]Then what you crying about ?
[15:01.92]What are you afraid of right now？
[15:02.91]Afraid of losing your crown？
[15:03.97]Afraid of losing everything ?
[15:04.90]Afraid of living like clown?
[15:06.07]How much do you want now?
[15:07.12]You said it's enough right now
[15:08.20]Then what the pack are you suffering about?
[15:09.89]为什么我们总是习惯在欲求不满的生活里面
[15:12.01]漫无目的地渴望寻找着慰藉
[15:14.75]为什么不能为了忠于自我信念
[15:16.62]保护爱的事物跟欲望站对立
[15:20.51]Cause Nietzsche said it
[15:19.13]How to get rid of the pain quickly?
[15:20.92]Die now or love forever
[15:22.01]That's what I believe
[15:22.97]The way how I live
[15:24.02]You know what I mean
[15:24.49]I never regret it
[15:25.27]我始终相信
[15:26.03]Love can fight everything
[15:27.56]Back in the days
[15:28.57]I wanna take it back in the days
[15:29.58]Turn on the time machine take us back in the days
[15:31.39]那时我们总是习惯歌颂他人的美
[15:33.30]以最大的善意去理解包容他人的累
[15:35.43]可能这些问题我也没有办法给出答案
[15:37.79]略带矛盾的话语会显得措辞有些杂乱
[15:39.90]一边保持着冷静一边又被疯狂给拉断
[15:42.25]一边顺应着一边又带着希望发出呐喊
[15:44.46]
[15:44.92]I'm gonna fight till you see me
[15:47.36]I'm gonna let you believe me
[15:49.25]I'm gonna try my best and help you to find the answer find the truth
[15:51.89]In that time you'll join me
[15:53.59]I'm gonna fight till you see me
[15:55.77]I'm gonna let you believe me
[15:57.74]I'm gonna try my best and help you to find the answer find the truth
[16:00.35]In that time you'll join me
[16:02.02]
[16:03.78]「52hz的鱼」
[17:19.25]
[17:19.43]I'm swimming in the sea,just like a fish,just like a fish
[17:28.51]I'm swimming in the sea,with nobody
[17:37.22]I'm swimming in the sea,just like a fish,just like a fish
[17:46.46]I'm swimming in the sea,with nobody
[17:52.65]
[18:00.20]我看见烛光却落荒逃进了网
[18:02.62]我负隅顽抗却听见有人在鼓掌
[18:04.61]我无法挣脱 瞬间变成刺猬的模样
[18:07.07]滑稽的哀嚎声在海平面上回荡
[18:09.34]紧接着 从前的美好全部都变了样
[18:11.74]贪婪的嘴脸 出现在了他们脸上
[18:13.69]他说的那些现在看来有一点荒唐
[18:16.03]保护花朵只是一种来自善良的臆想
[18:18.40]
[18:18.59]我看着玻璃对面的人 玻璃对面的人看我
[18:20.83]我们谁是观赏物 谁又是参观者
[18:23.01]转个圈吐个泡你是否会把食物给我
[18:25.60]我想要回家 这句话你是否愿意听呢
[18:28.68]什么时候能离开这里 不想每天装作开心
[18:32.00]如果说有一天我也无法再把你们逗笑了
[18:34.26]那是不是就能够证明我不听话呢
[18:36.58]
[18:36.78]你今天吃了什么 理所应当的盛宴
[18:38.74]我今天吃了什么 塑料加废弃的电池
[18:41.35]鱼鳞渐渐全部褪成了易拉罐碎片
[18:43.52]头上绑着的是黑色塑料袋和铁线
[18:46.86]渐渐地双眼无法看清
[18:49.10]渐渐地无法继续呼吸
[18:51.39]渐渐地将一切都忘记
[18:53.88]慢慢地沉入海底
[18:54.97]
[19:04.10]What do you want from me?
[19:05.49]What do you need from me?
[19:06.44]我会变成什么
[19:07.14]鱼油肥料还是sushi（寿司）
[19:08.48]但我的身体充满垃圾早已变成废墟
[19:10.80]每一个角落都留下了你们的印记
[19:13.03]你夺走我的一切
[19:14.03]我的家园 我的亲人
[19:15.35]我的爱人 我的同伴
[19:16.37]我的回忆 全部都被你夺走
[19:18.03]我的生命 我的孩子
[19:19.11]我的灵魂 我的自由
[19:20.28]最后沉入海底的只剩下我的⻣头
[19:22.44]你是真的听不到还是选择沉默着装聋
[19:24.83]它声嘶力竭呐喊着尝试和我们沟通
[19:27.18]你看这一幕幕的画面能否感到心疼
[19:29.37]它们何尝不像人类一般可爱且温柔
[19:31.78]
[19:32.80]请不要再将我们关里面
[19:34.76]不要再将垃圾丢海里面
[19:36.95]不要再让我和家人分开
[19:39.19]不要继续假装听不到Listen（听）
[19:41.15]
[19:41.38]「Desire」
[19:41.58]
[20:30.72]I want more I I want more
[20:33.78]I want more I I want more
[20:36.93]I want more I I want more
[20:39.90]I want more I I want more
[20:43.05]I want more I I want more
[20:46.11]I want more I I want more
[20:49.13]I want more I I want more
[20:52.20]I want more
[20:53.35]
[20:55.90]Everybody kneels down at my feet
[20:57.12]Everybody wants fame and money
[20:58.55]Everybody gets a lot of wishes
[20:59.98]Everybody submits to me
[21:01.65]Everybody kneels down at my feet
[21:03.28]Everybody wants fame and money
[21:04.99]Everybody gets a lot of wishes
[21:06.56]Everybody submits to me
[21:07.66]
[21:08.59]Vicious dog has fangs
[21:09.40]They're looking at the bones in front of them
[21:11.51]Greedy humans are so fat that their stomachs fall on the floor
[21:14.59]The talking snakes are beside the man and they are whispering sham
[21:17.52]The man who longs for power is still trying to get the sword
[21:20.19]
[21:20.38]Fighting each other,attacking each other
[21:21.35]Biting each other to satisfy the hunger of desire
[21:23.16]Lying to each other, hiding from each other
[21:24.69]Contradict to each other for the selfish desire
[21:26.19]Judging each other,blaming each other
[21:27.64]Hurting each other to stay away from pain and the suffer
[21:29.28]Helping each other,respecting each other
[21:31.03]Complimenting each other to make yourself be kinder
[21:32.24]
[21:32.53]Hey! That is mine ! You better not touch it ! That is mine
[21:35.16]I'm so hungry !Not enough! I want some more! Give me rice
[21:38.45] Do as I say! It's gonna be alright! Let me control your mind
[21:41.35]I want the power！Wanna judge！Wait live or die！
[21:44.37]
[21:45.59]Everybody kneels down at my feet
[21:46.94]Everybody wants fame and money
[21:48.39]Everybody gets a lot of wishes
[21:49.99]Everybody submits to me
[21:51.49]Everybody kneels down at my feet
[21:53.00]Everybody wants fame and money
[21:54.44]Everybody gets a lot of wishes
[21:55.99]Everybody submits to me
[21:57.19]
[21:57.61]Face me,trust me,tell me
[21:59.88]What do you want
[22:00.64]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:02.41]What do you want
[22:04.11]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:05.71]What do you want
[22:06.81]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:08.97]What do you want
[22:13.72]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:15.40]What do you want
[22:16.13]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:18.23]What do you want
[22:19.15]Face me,trust me,tell me
[22:21.30]What do you want
[22:25.35]
[22:47.13]I want more I I want more
[22:49.89]I want more I I want more
[22:53.00]I want more I I want more
[22:56.04]I want more
[22:57.49]
[22:59.77]「Revelation」
[23:28.66]
[23:36.15]Breaking outta cage
[23:37.27]I'm about to clean'em all
[23:38.13]懦夫些run fast（快走开）
[23:39.45]别再演了撕烂你的脏mask（面具）
[23:41.12]快夹着尾巴做人是你接下来的concept（情景设定）
[23:43.55]太猖獗 牛鬼蛇神表现得太猖獗
[23:46.00]清理掉你们烧了你自以为是的章节
[23:48.67]愤怒的公牛跟我很撞脸
[23:51.10]小孩子不能看的戏码就在此刻上演
[23:53.62]I've been waiting for this moment for so long
[23:55.90]我走进这八角笼
[23:57.04]让我看看还有谁敢上前
[23:58.70]
[23:58.90]I've been waiting for this moment for so long
[24:00.67]不可能会忘记失败给我带来过的痛
[24:03.02]杀不死我的只会让我变得更strong（强壮）
[24:05.63]Now I'm back in here
[24:06.47]正面对着山顶吹来的风
[24:08.15]要拿回属于我的一切
[24:09.39]看他们着急着发狂地叫
[24:10.55]只要我还没有倒下
[24:11.67]一定会让他们失望得睡不着觉
[24:13.06]There's still a lot of enemy
[24:14.69]They wanna stop me
[24:15.71]你们那些无用功快停止我真看不到
[24:18.17]Show no more mercy
[24:19.34]I'm gonna clean'em all
[24:20.58]Show no more love
[24:22.30]忏悔不会听你说
[24:23.34]I'm reloaded
[24:24.24]I'mma about to hit'em up
[24:25.62]Tear you to pieces
[24:26.77]Let me see how you tough
[24:28.78]
[25:07.65]Bet my everything to win this game
[25:08.97]无法压制的怒火已进到心里面
[25:11.63]看着你们这张心病了似的脸
[25:14.01]快拼了命地演
[25:15.03]演拼了命的犬
[25:16.75]我们的攻击无差别
[25:18.32]That's a hot
[25:18.92]你醒来就会慢慢发觉
[25:20.91]即将被我们给赶尽杀绝
[25:23.16]眼睁睁地看着我们夺走猎物
[25:25.18]在一旁流出了口水
[25:26.19]嫉妒的脸 Ugly（丑陋）
[25:27.29]
[25:28.04]Pain makes me feel so alive
[25:30.10]Even if I'm gonna lose I will take my everything to fight
[25:32.45]很多人都劝我不要这么愤怒
[25:34.17]但是当我深陷困难的时候你们又怎么不在
[25:37.25]I'm so good with it
[25:38.23]I can fight my own
[25:39.40]我不需要任何人对我的施舍
[25:41.24]I can fight my own
[25:42.48]Pull out sword in stone like King Author
[25:44.92]If you don't believe it
[25:45.93]Come and try me
[25:46.74]I clean'em all
[25:47.94]
[28:03.97] 演唱会音乐团队：Audio-Axis匠维音界
[28:04.18] 音乐/乐队总监：大迈MizarMin
[28:04.39] 编曲：大迈MizarMin/陈建平
[28:04.60] 键盘: 陈建平
[28:04.80] 吉他：赵勤
[28:05.01] 贝斯：努尔扎提
[28:05.22] 鼓手：王斌
[28:05.43] PGM：王导
[28:05.64] 录音：周震南/大迈MizarMin
[28:05.84] 录音室：敬畏音乐
[28:06.05] 交响乐总监：大迈MizarMin/范弘民
[28:06.26] 交响乐&合唱团：布达佩斯交响乐团
[28:06.47] 交响乐录音：布达佩斯交响乐团工作室
[28:06.68] 交响乐录音监制：Norvin Tu Wang@L.A.Orchband/范弘民/大迈MizarMin/Jaimee Park
[28:06.88] 交响乐乐器编排：Norvin Tu Wang@L.A.Orchband/范弘民/Jaimee Park
[28:07.09] 混音：张平
[28:07.30] 母带：Zane@Vintage Age Studio
[28:07.51] 专辑企划：小金发发/吕聪
[28:07.72] 企划总监：倪毅
[28:07.92] 监制：辛志宇
[28:08.13] OP/SP：哇唧唧哇娱乐（天津）有限公司  
[28:08.34] 音乐制作：哇唧唧哇娱乐（天津）有限公司
[28:08.55] 出品/母带版权公司：哇唧唧哇娱乐（天津）有限公司  
[28:08.76] 【未经著作权人许可 不得翻唱翻录或使用】