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sidarthurhadstartedtonursediscontentinhimself
hehadstartedtofeelthattheloveofhisfatherandtheloveofhismother
andalsotheloveofhisfriend
guvinderwouldnotbringhimjoyforeverandeverwouldnotnursehim
feedhim
satisfyhim
hehadstartedtosuspectthathisvulerablefatherandhisotherteachers
thatthewisebromshadalreadyrevealedtohimthemostundebestoftheirwisdom
thattheyhadalreadyfilledhisexpectingvesselwiththeirrichnessandthevesselwasnotfull
thespiritwasnotcontent
thesoulwasnotcalm
theheartwasnotsatisfied
theabolutionsweregood
buttheywerewater
theydidnotwashoffthesin
theydidnothealthespiritthirst
theydidnotrelievethefearinhisheart
thesacrificesandtheinvacationofthegoddswereexcellent
butwasthatalldidthesacrificesgiveahappyfortune
andwhataboutthegodds
wasitreallyprejuorparty
whohadcreatedtheworld
wasitnottheattman
hetheonlyone
thesingularonewithagodsnotcreationscreatedlikemeandyousubjectatimemortal
wasitthereforgood
wasitright
wasitmeaningfulandthehighestoccupationtomakeoffersingstothegods
forwhomelsewereofferingstobemade
whoelsewastobeworshiped
buthimtheonlyone
theatman
andwherewasthatmantobefound
wheredidhereside
wheredidhiseternalheartbebeat
whereelseputinoneownself
initsinnermostpart
in
initsindustrucctablepart
whicheveryonehadinhimself
butwhere
wherewasthisself
thisinnermostpart
thisultimatepart
itwasnotfleshonedbone
itwasneitherthoughtnorconsciousness
thustheweiestonestaught
sowhere
wherewasittoreachthisplace
theself
myself
theatmen
therewasanotherway
whichwasworthwhile
lookingforalasandnobodyshowedthisway
nobodyknewitnotthefatherandnottheteachersandwisemen
nottheholysacrificialsongs
theykneweverything
thebrowmanandtheir
theirholybooks
theykneweverything
theyhadtakencareofeverythingandofmorethaneverything
thecreationoftheworld
theoriginspeeechfood
foodinhalingofexhaaling
thearrangementofthesenses
theactsofthegodds
theyknewinfinitelymuch
butwasitvaluabletoknowallofthis
notknowingthatoneandonlything
themostimportantthing
thesolelyimportantthing
surelymanyversesoftheholybooks
particularlyintheupanishshaddsofsamarvadaspokeofthisinnermostandultimatething
wonderfulvsyoursoulisthewholeworldwaswrittenthere
anditwaswrittenthatmaninhissleep
inhisdeepsleep
wouldmeetwithhisinormostpart
andwouldresinedintheatmman
marvelouswisdomwasintheseversus
allknowledgeofthewiestoneshadbeencollectedhereinmagicwords
puroushoneycollectedbybees
nonottobelookeddownuponwasthetremendousamountofenlightenment
whichlayherecollectedandpreservedbyanumerablegenerationsofwisebromaans
butwherewerethebromans
whetherpriests
whetherwisemenorpenniitants
whohadsucceededinnotjustknowingthisdeepestofallknowledge
butalsotoliveit
wherewastheknowledgeableone
whowovehisspelltobringhisfamiliaritywiththeattmanoutofthesleep
intothestateofbeing
awakeintothelife
intoeverystepoftheway
intowordanddeed
sadarthuknewnewmanyvnerablebrowmanchichiefly
hisfather
thepureone
thescholar
themostvulnerableone
hisfatherwastobeadmired
quietandnoble
wherehismannerspure
hislife
wise
hiswords
delicateandnoblethoughtslivedbehinditsbrow
butevenhewhoknewsomuch
didheliveinblissfufulness
didhehavepeace
washenotalsojustasearchingman
athirstyman
didhenotagainandagainhavetodrinkfromholysourcesasathirstyman
fromtheofferings
fromthebooks
fromthedisputesofthebrommanwhywhydidheirirproachableone
oneto
towashoffsinseveryday
dayriveforacleensingeverydayoverandovereverydaywasnotatmaninhim
didnotthepresstinesourcespringfromhisheart
ithadtobefoundthepresstinesourceinonesssself
ithadtobepossesedeverythingelsewassearching
wasadeor
wasgettinglost
thuswashisarthurthoughts
thiswashisthirst
thiswashissuffering
