You know God I was hurt so deeply

My disappointment, my pain, everything, I feel it myself.

Can't I be selfish? Or indeed I am the most selfish person.

I sold my smile for my own pain.

I'm too tired to keep it to myself.

it's all like a time bomb, I always cry for no reason.

I'm always sad for no reason.

because I was hurt

I try to keep their feelings in check.

then who takes care of my feelings?

This is not just entertainment

I have always made deeper sacrifices than anyone thinks

I'm tired of running, I'm tired of my own comfort.

I want to blame many circumstances

people who are mean to me

the people who always make me like this

people who always make me suffer

I want them to feel the pain that never happened

I can lose it all my life

This trauma, this pain.

I shouldn't have to bear it alone.

You are the ones who feel happiness when I'm hurt

I have to feel the pain I feel too

I've been humbled enough

abandoned

cheated

hurt

You have to feel this pain like me

I don't act like a child

I just want justice for my own life

I've given up too much

and my patience has its limits

I don't want to hide

You have to feel my pain

You have to cry because of the wounds you have caused me