Death, I never thought that death would feel so cold
Body stiff, purple lips, shattered bones and broken limbs
Heart is ruptured, motionless
Cold, alone as I descend
Descend from the physical out of the body
Conscious, ambiguous, lost, undefined
Losing reality, seeking existence
Sinking, I’m rotting the self and the I
No air, no light, no warmth, I am
Conscious and cold, suffocating, confused
Gone from the body, existing in nothing
Sinking, I'm feeling myself at the roots
Purpose, was I worth this?
Was I worthless?
Purposeless all leading up to this shit
Meaning, tell me the reason for my being
Tell me the reason I’m still thinking
Tell me the reason I’m not gone
Gone on and on, descend beyond
Skull cracked and open wide, why this?
Two pale eyes, open wide, why this?
And what’s the reason?
Was I alive just to be beaten?
Did I arise to be defeated?
And if I’m dead did I conclude?
Can I conclude? I'm still sinking
Can I undo? I have wasted
Tell me, what’s next? Will I be gone?
This is the end, will I pass on?
Wasted away all my years, never sought
To be anything but a man
Wasted away all my life, never fought
If this is the end, I surrender to fate
Heart stops, I feel the pain within
Try to scream but my lungs give out
I'm only seconds from reaching the end
Twisted, decimated bones
My demise, laying dead on the road
As I slip away and travel into…
The unknown, my last breath escapes me
The unknown, my destiny awaits me