I don't how to face you everytime you walk i face away

Facing scary moments

I can't shake you off

Everytime my shit goes in the right way you always mess it

It's like your the Devil

Your my depression

I wanna stay indoors wanna deal with you

I guess you always a step ahead

They say got a problem

They say i need a therapist

I just need a gun to take you out

When i go out find your face

When I'm in i find your face

Only loose you when i hop in the studio

To be honest I'm tired

I tried my best

They say it's gonna feel better l when you try

Tried couple of times but it hurts

I tried the doctor

I don't know what to try no more I'm just sad i guess

I got no one to blame they always blame me

I get stuck in a moment

Where i see the past

The pain is too much for me

I don't know if I can handle it

My heart took too much damage

I wasn't meant to be like this i swear to god this is a curse

What did i do to deserve all this pain

I feel like we all go through at