作词：Qingyuan

作曲：Qingyuan

Wondering how you have been

Havent seen you for months

Eavesdropping heard you were sick

I acted nonchalant

We ended things between a comma and a period

With question and exclamation marks everywhere

But if Im being really honest

I dont miss you like I used to

Killing all remaining chances

I am fine living without you

An eternity of the struggling pain

Dampened by your absence

But somehow at night when I go insane

A jolt in my heart creeps in

Ohhhh

Somehow at night when I go insane

A jolt in my heart creeps in

My default mode is falling in love

I cant keep my distance

You saw me as nostalgia

I remind you of childhood friends

We classified each other with labels we dont understand

You rejected me for my projection not for who I am

Despite all your mindless cruelties

I cant bring myself to hate you

Despite all my useless worries

I cant be the one to heal you

An eternity of the struggling pain

Dampened by your absence

But somehow at night when I go insane

A jolt in my heart creeps in

Ohhhh

Somehow at night when I go insane

A jolt in my heart creeps in

And the worst that could happen

Shedding a tear for you someday

And I dont regret my sims

I'll forgive myself itll be OK

An eternity of the struggling pain

Dampened by your absence

The letters I wrote the songs I sang

I'm learning to love again