作词：iLL Randoom

作曲：iLL Randoom

编曲：Aleo Beats, TriazoOnDaTrack

混音和母带：LilPTrockwithyou

I really wanna

I really wanna

I really wanna

I really wanna

Whats the point of drowning in the bottle

Nausea and headache is all its gonna bring ya

Fill the shot this love with sorrow

Put this in my chest if I dont wake up tomorrow

Whats the point taking pills from a bottle

Couple of highs doesnt coupe with the low

Faith has given me more than just one blow

To the chin the stomach and every single bone

Looking away for a second

Speak my heart for a second

Love or lust which one did I really put the second

Feeling like a scumbag for all the ***** that happened

I know **** well this has gone more than a second

I know its hard to differentiate

Am I falling in love or am I drowning pain

Its like a weight off my shoulders but heart is constrained

Am I loved by my love or hated cause my rage

Is your presence missing

Or Im missing your presence

The present is not a gift

The past is not a wish

I can see the elephant but the room start to dim

Am I trapped forever repaying some my sins

I drink too much

I forgot who I was

I dont wanna speak too much

So I keep it bottled up

Whats the point of drowning in the bottle

Nausea and headache is all its gonna bring ya

Fill the shot this love with sorrow

Put this in my chest if I dont wake up tomorrow

Whats the point taking pills from a bottle

Couple of highs doesnt coupe with the low

Faith has given me more than just one blow

To the chin the stomach and every single bone

I really wanna

I really wanna

I really wanna

Find love