I thought time would heal

That distance would save me

But every night I spend awake

It feels like the pain just repeats

The memory is an echo, it doesn’t stop, it won’t cease

Every sound I hear brings more promise

Of something I lost, something that won’t return

And this longing insists on staying

It’s a pain that never ends, a weight on my chest

A deep emptiness that I can’t address

I try to forget, but I always find

The memories falling like tears behind

The hours drag on, the sun won’t shine

Life’s blurry, without color or peace of mind

I walk alone, without a way

The pain hugs me, like endless gray

I fake a smile, but it’s just a disguise

Inside I scream, all that’s left is the lies

Each day is a battle, and I just want to stop

But the pain insists, it won’t drop

It’s a pain that never ends, a weight on my chest

A deep emptiness that I can’t address

I try to forget, but I always find

The memories falling like tears behind

If only I knew how to break free

From this dark shadow that won’t let me be

But pain is stubborn, it won’t go away

Even when the sun tries, at the break of day

They told me time heals, that it will pass

But I count the days, it only grows fast

This pain consumes, doesn’t let me move

A part of me that refuses to improve

It’s a pain that never ends, a weight on my chest

A deep emptiness that I can’t address

I try to forget, but I always find

The memories falling like tears behind

And in this pain that never ends, I lose myself again

I hope someday I’ll understand what’s been

Until then, I carry this pain without end

A part of me, that still insists to mend