Thought I'd made friends

With chien noir

But it's stood there laughing

In the mirror

Don't seem fair to have worked

That hard

And still not feel any thinner

Sending myself brain-dead

I've been scrolling for ages

Left my best friend on read

Whilst I'm building these cages

I can't think of a single thing scarier

Than to put my body on the internet

So I tip my hat to the girls

That are killing it on their only fans

Cos I feel a little long in the tooth

To turn back years of abuse, yea

I feel a little long in the tooth

But maybe that's just an excuse

Another excuse

Feeling depressed fucked

My plans up again

Self-sabotage and bailing on friends

Skipped out my run and just lay there

Cos I can't face them, my mistakes