I looked up at the sky and it was like the stars stopped shining

Early in the morning the day was dark, even with the sun strong and all its light radiating

I didn't try it anymore, I lost the reason for being here

And for a few months I forgot how to smile

And I know, I should never have hurt you!

I know that all your actions were consequences of my actions

I know I should have never made you cry

I also know that the only thing you wanted was to truly love me

But even knowing that, I couldn't be the person I was looking for

It hurts me that I didn't meet your expectations

And I'd rather torture myself with guilt than move on

Even so much time later it still hurts to have ruined us!

I was executioner with our love

I was bitter with both of us

Betray my feelings

And I deceived everything that was in us

I was cruel to you and I don't know how to look you in the eyes again

I lost hope in myself just like you

But I will live like a traveler who fell in love with the past.