One day this pain will subside

I keep chanting in my mind

While I'm running out of places to hide

My lungs fill to the brim

But I just keep pushing it back in

All the trauma left unattended

Making me haunted and stranded

And now I feel lost in my own skin

Can you tell me how to win?

I need to reach out but I don't know where to begin

All my life I wanted to believe

That someday I can heal

But now I'm breaking under the weight of

darkness within

I hate that I'm defined

By all the times I fell apart

I wish that I could mend my heart

I will wave this white flag

and admit my defeat

These battles have stolen my future

Away from me

All my life i wanted to believe

That someday I can heal

But now I'm breaking under the weight of

darkness within

I hate that I'm defined

By all the times I fell apart

I wish that I could mend my heart

Take it all away

Set me free

Take it all away

Set me free

Set me free

All my life I wanted to believe

That someday I can heal

But now I'm breaking under the weight of

darkness within

I hate that I'm defined

By all the times I fell apart

I wish that I could mend my heart (my heart)

All my life i wanted to believe

That someday I can heal (I can heal)

But now I'm breaking under the weight of

darkness within

I hate that I'm defined