[00:00.000] 作词 : SanyPride/BlackGolden
[00:01.000] 作曲 : SanyPride/BlackGolden
[00:08.943]演唱：BlackGolden
[00:13.173]V1
[00:14.188]凌晨5点的房间点着灯我依旧还没睡
[00:18.021]想着她是否已经回家或是喝到了反胃
[00:21.783]不想再提的过去我还是会忍不住去想
[00:25.035]如果能扛起所有能够拥有结实的臂膀
[00:29.008]Sorry my bad 是我无赖每当你需要我我都不在
[00:32.535]是我懈怠不懂得爱才会如此懦弱的对你依赖
[00:36.528]无能为力的我只能对着上帝不停的祈祷
[00:40.267]在封闭的世界里孤独且漫无目的的乞讨
[00:43.784]Hook:
[00:59.540]我还在追着发霉的梦想
[01:07.285]幼稚的言语就别再声张
[01:12.788]V2:
[01:13.297]我像是得了自闭症始终不想离开家
[01:16.550]又有点像幻想症偶尔还是会想起了她
[01:21.297]是这个世界太复杂或者我本来就太单纯
[01:24.725]天真认为人性本善却忘了他们只是凡人
[01:35.974]有时会觉得活着太累运气也是太背
[01:38.715]离开的人也想过再会习惯一个人独自晚睡
[01:43.220]房间弥漫着的全部都是香烟的味道
[01:46.707]想着明天该往哪走如何才能把自己喂饱
[01:50.221]可每天不是事业的瓶颈就是麻烦的问好
[01:53.715]指路的光亮它在哪或是我早已触及不到
[01:57.975]我一路都在寻找那最温暖的拥抱
[02:01.447]如果只能随波逐流那就让我这样终老
[02:14.696]V3:
[02:20.209]Hate my life hate myself.
[02:22.206]已经变成最讨厌的模样
[02:24.203]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:25.980]坏脾气总是把爱的人灼伤
[02:27.468]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:29.475]自私到不会为他人着想
[02:31.472]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:33.470]总是逃避生活带来的波浪
[02:35.210]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:36.975]无法将所有负面情绪终结
[02:38.962]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:40.577]坚持的信念总是容易松懈
[02:42.587]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:44.576]面对生活压迫显得如此无力
[02:46.123]Hate my life, hate myself.
[02:48.364]为什么不早点成熟早点努力