[00:00.00]I'm a bad boy, bad habits
[00:03.55]If I want it, I got to have it
[00:06.47]Plus I'm paranoid, can't stand it
[00:09.59]I've been damaged, but I didn't grab it
[00:12.62]I'm a bad boy, bad habits
[00:15.81]If I want it, I got to have it
[00:18.59]Plus I'm paranoid, can't stand it
[00:22.03]I've been damaged, but I didn't grab it
[00:24.87]I spit my heart out, lookin' out for my best interests
[00:28.63]He gave me good head, peepin' out while the windows tinted
[00:31.43]I speak in tongues and I arrive without a damn mention
[00:34.51]It's kinda sick and I was born in 1996 and
[00:37.70]1999 the only year that I remember
[00:40.59]I slip through the cracks without havin' a damn temper
[00:43.83]I bleach my hair because these *****es all about they *****in'
[00:46.95]I say **** when I rap and y'all *****s barely listen
[00:50.07]I do the most for the culture, *****, by just existing
[00:53.04]Delete my tweets 'cause I'm ashamed of being a ****in' Simpson
[00:56.23]I told my mom I was gay, why the **** she ain't listen?
[00:59.02]I signed a pub deal and her opinion ****in' disappearin'
[01:02.32]I'm payin' bills for my sister and tryna fund her business
[01:05.42]Is it homophobic to only hook up with straight *****s?
[01:08.53]You know like closet *****s, masc-type
[01:10.67]Why don't you take that mask off?
[01:12.59]That's the thought I had last night
[01:14.21]"Why you always rap about bein' gay?" (*****)
[01:17.65]'Cause not enough *****s rap and be gay (*****)
[01:20.70]Where I come from, *****s get called "******" and killed
[01:23.15]So I'ma get head from a ***** right here
[01:25.42]And they can come and cut my hand off and, and my legs off and
[01:29.40]And I'ma still be a boss 'til my head gone, yeah
[01:32.35]I don't trust nobody 'cause they don't deserve it
[01:36.07]*****s run in your house, they know you doin' dirty
[01:39.16]I got my hand on an ounce, so now I got money servin'
[01:42.22]I just bought me a fifth and now I'm speedin', swervin'
[01:45.38]I took an eighth of them shrooms and now I'm hearin' voices
[01:48.39]I took like two of them pills, I can't remember nothing
[01:51.50]I ain't under control, I'm losin' motor function
[01:54.60]I need an intervention, I need an exorcism
[01:57.74]I need a therapist, paranoia and drug addiction
[02:00.72]It's very scary, my momma don't even recognize me
[02:03.76]I'm goin' crazy, don't need nobody to say they love me
[02:06.90]My acts of desperation, I'm on an empty stomach
[02:10.00]So **** the consequences, I ain't runnin' from them
[02:13.07]I don't think the monsters ever left my bedroom
[02:19.21]I been hiding in the closet, outta legroom
[02:22.19]I don't know if that lil somethin' has ever helped you
[02:25.59]All I know is I can't trust what's in my head too
[02:28.43]I been running from the words I never said to ya
[02:31.56]I been duckin' all the judgement, let me say it through ya
[02:34.65]I was fighting till they said I can't defend you
[02:37.47]I just know that I'm the one you should've stepped to
[02:40.75]Uh, no hands with the stunts
[02:42.24]Jump off the roof like I do what I want
[02:43.56]All of my life in my past wanna haunt
[02:45.04]And my sight of the future beginning to taunt my ambition
[02:47.25]Man on the moon, I'm marooned, I ain't trippin'
[02:48.64]I'm on a mission
[02:49.43]Every time that I speak they ain't skippin'
[02:51.10]Turned my inspiration to a vision,
[02:52.40]That's a given, no slippin'
[02:53.49]My mom's no alcoholic, she just wanna drown her sorrows
[02:56.20]Love her to death and soon enough
[02:57.75]I'll give back all I borrowed
[02:59.20]I took some steps to be a bigger person
[03:01.29]I should've thrown ya off the highway to cars swerving
[03:04.53]Ain't no burden, ain't no sermon,
[03:06.49]Ain't no **********in' plaque
[03:08.00]I hate these hospitals and police
[03:09.54]And the smell of death, all that
[03:11.04]I hate these shady folk that want a ladylike
[03:13.58]But don't treat lady right, but they be sayin' like
[03:16.64]And, yeah, you mad 'cause she ain't ****,
[03:18.89]Mad 'cause she ain't suck
[03:20.40]Beat your ass before you got time to say "why not?"
[03:23.57]Here to catch ya slip up, wish you could just rewind
[03:26.60]Time to not **** up, thought you were just lucked up
[03:29.75]Where the respect? Is your ass human?
[03:32.23]I look you in your eyes,
[03:33.65]Say "**** you, are you ****in' stupid?"
[03:35.30]Respect my mother, 'spect my sister, 'spect these women, boy
[03:38.31]I get my 9-9, I don't own one,
[03:40.08]Hit the store to blow your brains off
[03:42.06]Better hope my aim off, better hope the range off
[03:45.10]Better hope my tame off before I blow your brains off, boy
[04:05.21]Bad people knockin' on my door, they don't see me
[04:09.76]***** screaming at the wall, nobody hear me
[04:12.70]There's two parts of me, one disagrees with the other
[04:16.10]I switch sides like I'm undercover
[04:18.38]Bad people knockin' on my door, they don't see me
[04:21.91]***** screaming at the wall, nobody hear me
[04:24.95]There's two parts of me, one disagrees with the other
[04:28.43]I switch sides like I'm undercover