[00:09.152]And this one goes out to...
[00:12.947]All the kids out there
[00:15.676]That be going through it...
[00:17.874]You feeling alone
[00:21.131]Promise you're not the only one
[00:48.381]Yeah, why do i keep losing friends to drugs
[00:51.162]I swear that all i see is pain cuz i ain't get no love
[00:54.250]I remember they just tell me that i'm not enough
[00:57.246]I guess that they would rather see me flying up above
[01:00.251]Yeah, going through it as a kid i hate it
[01:03.138]And they don't won't care about my music till im dead and famous
[01:06.129]I hate the fact i gotta drink until i'm feeling painless
[01:09.155]I hate the fact i deal with pain upon a daily basis
[01:12.107]And i could try to numb it all but it wound never end it
[01:15.213]Might've thought that i was happy but i just pretended
[01:18.328]I can hardly get some sleep and i been feeling restless
[01:21.262]Demons talking back and forth like they be playing tennis
[01:24.230]They tried to tell me that depressions not a mental illness
[01:27.136]I could mess around and end it never see a witness
[01:30.239]And i been tryna work it out and i ain't talking fitness
[01:33.351]You can't wash away my pain like you be washing dishes
[01:36.286]And there ain't no way around it you just gotta deal
[01:39.376]They might try to tell you could fix it with a pill
[01:42.277]But the pills will never work and i'm just being real
[01:45.236]The pill will only make it worse like you don't wanna feel
[01:48.357]You be locked up in a box and you won't see a door
[01:51.227]When you feel a little better they just give you more
[01:54.285]I guess it's true that what they say cuz love is really war
[01:57.290]You could try to just forget it but you can't ignore
[02:00.376]I lost a lot of people that i know to suicide
[02:03.375]Lately i been thinking bout it between you and i
[02:06.303]I never thought that i would get to where i wanna die
[02:09.257]And i'll never understand it but i be thinking why
[02:12.362]So i might as well just show it so i won't deny
[02:15.367]But i gotta stand my ground so i can make em proud
[02:18.290]I don't care about the money i don't want the clout
[02:21.267]Always looking for my heart when i be feeling doubt