[00:00.00]She's never alone,
[00:02.74]because she's scared of what she might say to herself
[00:07.71]Always drinking in the backroom of the bar
[00:11.85]where everyone turns in
[00:16.99]A half-hearted grin
[00:19.58]She won't be afraid
[00:22.10]as long as that prescription keeps going through
[00:26.90]And all the happy pills make her look like cardboard cut out of someone,
[00:36.26]I use to learn from
[00:38.80]But on the phone, she's telling everyone,
[00:43.58]that there was a blue sky, she left behind
[00:48.49]And there's a place that no one knows about,
[00:53.14]Away from integrity
[00:55.52]she writes a book in her head that nobody will read
[01:00.19]
[01:07.29]Whatever you say,
[01:10.03]please don't talk about the time when she was young
[01:14.65]Apparently that was a different person and
[01:18.89]so long ago it's strange to me,
[01:23.92]there's no history
[01:26.49]But there's a past
[01:28.76]and she's telling everyone
[01:31.09]It must be a garden,
[01:33.46]that wouldn't grow
[01:35.91]With roots of shame,
[01:38.10]too sensitive to blame
[01:40.57]to herself as we watch he drown,
[01:42.91]I can't save the queen without a kingdom or a crown
[01:47.23]
[02:07.46]Somewhere in this lonely game of sympathy
[02:11.25]there is a selfish dream
[02:13.61]That makes me sick
[02:16.93]Standing on the high wire while you're on the ground
[02:20.81]To you what is dangerous is safe and sound...
[02:27.81]You let me down
[02:30.61]
[02:48.79]END