[00:00.316]Ive Changed -LL Cool J
[00:07.389]Just staring at these four walls closing
[00:09.698]In on me feeling like time's frozen
[00:12.293]Fading in and out nodding and dozing
[00:14.825]Guilt tearing up my brain like erosion
[00:17.408]What I did to you was wrong I admit it
[00:19.276]I regret that I did it like a junkie when he's jonzing
[00:22.602]All alone in what used to be a home
[00:24.588]But you packed up our joy in that bag you put your clothes in
[00:27.653]The voicemail that you left me was scolding
[00:30.259]Hot enough to burn a hole in a cauldron
[00:32.894]Cause it was all true that's why we all through
[00:35.241]Now your girl's picking up the cell when I call you
[00:38.55]Talking slick like she ain't here
[00:40.59]She don't want you no more punk disappear click
[00:43.633]I need to hit her with a brick
[00:45.499]But that'll only lead me to a worse predicament
[00:47.932]I hope your girlfriend ain't got you on a liquor binge
[00:50.500]With her bitter attitude just cause she's sick of men
[00:52.949]But I'ma keep on calling fighting 'til the end
[00:55.536]On my knees 'til they bleed to prove my love again
[00:57.991]I sit in front of yo'crib in the pouring rain
[01:00.924]Whyling out screaming yo'name
[01:03.168]And keeping ringing yo'bell 'til you mad as hell
[01:05.712]And call the po'po'I ain't afraid
[01:08.446]You can get yo'folks and yo'cousins and them
[01:10.997]And try to run me off yo'blocka
[01:13.533]But I ain't scared I ain't going nowhere
[01:16.148]And I ain't stopping 'til I gotcha
[01:18.185]To show you I changed shawty
[01:19.689]I seen you at the movies with some tall cat
[01:21.870]So I bust his headlights with a ball bat
[01:24.218]When I was with you he would give me dap and all that
[01:26.960]Now you in his arms in the mall what you call that
[01:29.908]That's what I get for creeping and crawling
[01:32.45]Every other weekend gone until the morning
[01:34.504]Sneaking out to my dirt dead wrong
[01:36.824]Coming back past dawn with the guilty mask on
[01:39.484]And I never counted the cost took heed to warnings
[01:42.258]Try to hurt a rose you get pricked by a thorn
[01:44.535]And it don't feel nice when you wake up nights
[01:47.210]Shaking in cold sweats and your whole life's a wreck
[01:49.952]That was the old me the one I still regret
[01:52.40]The one you couldn't respect the one you should forget
[01:54.810]But I'ma keep on calling fighting 'til the end
[01:57.337]On my knees 'til they bleed to prove my love again
[01:59.912]I sit in front of yo'crib in the pouring rain
[02:02.912]Whyling out screaming yo'name
[02:04.983]And keeping ringing yo'bell 'til you mad as hell
[02:07.619]And call the po'po'I ain't afraid
[02:10.285]You can get yo'folks and yo'cousins and them
[02:12.789]And try to run me off yo'blocka
[02:15.647]But I ain't scared I ain't going nowhere
[02:18.38]And I ain't stopping 'til I gotcha
[02:19.983]To show you I changed shawty
[02:22.835]Show you I changed shawty
[02:25.360]I really did change shawty
[02:27.451]I wanna show you I changed shawty
[02:34.388]I don't care if the cops got me surrounded
[02:36.246]SWAT teams whatever tell 'em to send the hounds in
[02:38.972]My mind's in an altered state
[02:40.715]Like I'm headed for a wall top speed foot off the brake
[02:43.974]I make a fool of myself girl whatever it takes
[02:46.500]I already played the fool when I let you escape
[02:49.153]You're as good as it gets your friendship your sex
[02:51.914]Everything about you and yours connects
[02:54.166]From your beautiful smile to the scent of your skin
[02:57.137]The sheets smell different this is not living
[02:59.708]It feels like dying god knows I'm trying
[03:02.178]Ain't no sight sadder than a grown man crying
[03:05.227]Please find it in your heart to forgive me
[03:07.660]Realize only god can convict me
[03:10.214]We all make mistakes so have you
[03:12.167]If god show mercy on me then you should too
[03:14.743]I sit in front of yo'crib in the pouring rain
[03:17.699]Whyling out screaming yo'name
[03:19.891]And keeping ringing yo'bell 'til you mad as hell
[03:22.560]And call the po'po'I ain't afraid
[03:24.965]You can get yo'folks and yo'cousins and them
[03:27.681]And try to run me off yo'blocka
[03:30.413]But I ain't scared I ain't going nowhere
[03:32.931]And I ain't stopping 'til I gotcha
[03:34.791]To show you I changed shawty
[03:37.722]Show you I changed shawty
[03:40.219]I really did change shawty
[03:42.424]I wanna show you I changed shawty
[03:46.449]I'm telling you I've changed