[00:00.000] 作词 : Sir Robert Hall/Donte Perkins/Frank Dukes
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sir Robert Hall/Donte Perkins/Frank Dukes
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[00:52.232]Outside I can hear 'em bussin' bussin'
[00:53.904]And the police they ru*******n'
[00:55.027]Go to my head like concussion
[00:56.385]I'd rather not have this discussion
[00:57.770]My mind racing for the elevation of the toxic in my blood
[01:00.617]Where my mind, don’t know now
[01:02.028]But I know where it was
[01:03.386]I need Nikki, where is Nikki
[01:04.797]Baby girl please come and get me now
[01:06.233]I’m old and *******t is trippy, but I know that god is with me
[01:09.107]This that baby mama drama
[01:10.465]Give a ******* about a man I know Imma
[01:12.006]Be there for my son, talking with my sister it begun
[01:14.723]End of the month, that’s the worst of the month
[01:16.082]But the first of the month put the ******* in the blunt
[01:17.440]That welfare check, won’t ever bounce like my daddy did
[01:20.261]But I’m glad he did cause it made me strong
[01:21.672]Made me help somebody with this song
[01:23.291]Paint the picture of my life
[01:24.571]Growing up what it was like
[01:26.113]Section 8, grab a plate
[01:27.523]Food for thought, gravitate
[01:28.882]Food stamps, social services tryna take me away
[01:31.677]My mama locked up, I pray to god that I see her today
[01:34.602]Maybe not, maybe so, West Deer Park that’s all I know
[01:37.842]Just me and my homies, people that know me
[01:39.252]Only ones that know
[01:40.584]Around my way, living day by day
[01:43.275]Corn rows and hang time, automatics and gang signs
[01:46.070]5 O with them canines
[01:47.611]Manhunt when it's game time
[01:48.787]They was robbing the ice cream man in broad day
[01:51.295]Now I’m running from the police, don’t know how but I got away
[01:54.220]Selling ******* to my homies, and a girl in the building that know me
[01:57.146]At 15, such a fiend, for the *******t, that I seen
[01:59.758]All my homies smoking green, ******* *******, sipping lean
[02:02.841]It was king, it was cool, seemed like something I should do
[02:05.714]Such a youngin, such a fool
[02:07.073]Now I’m breaking into school
[02:08.483]Cause my homie told me to
[02:09.842]What to do, what would you
[02:11.435]When will I lose my anonymity and become one with the enemy?
[02:14.256]Tell me would I be the enemy, feel like nobody in front of me
[02:16.398]I can feel the ****
[02:19.063]Bobby what are you thinking?
[02:20.447]What are you dreaming about?
[02:22.772]Bobby, what’s inside?
[02:25.593]What are you thinking right now?
[02:27.317]What are you thinking?
[02:28.676]Go to sleep
[02:29.668]I guess that I was just thinking things would be different now
[02:32.281]Cause when I wake up my dreams fade
[02:34.240]Everything cascade
[02:35.755]In this vanilla sky, I feel like David Aames
[02:38.890]Why must I open my eyes
[02:41.188]I wish that I could stay asleep forever
[02:43.069]Attain every goal I wanted and watch it repeat forever
[02:45.655]Will it happen, maybe never
[02:47.327]Maybe so, I got to know
[02:48.738]But tell me why
[02:52.865]I picture myself at the top but I know that I’m dreaming
[02:55.608]Will I wake up before I finally confront all my demons
[02:58.429]Maybe not
[03:00.310]All I know is this life I live I can’t live it no longer
[03:03.027]Wish I was stronger, wish that I could survive
[03:05.456]Turn on the TV let it wash my brain
[03:07.572]Pretend that family’s my family to avoid the pain
[03:10.420]Hello children, how was school?
[03:11.804]It was good, how bout you?
[03:13.371]I love you (I love you son)
[03:14.939]I love mama too
[03:16.140]Are you ready for dinner? I’m able to set the table
[03:18.517]Till I snap out the fable when that TV turn off and I realize I’m back in hell
[03:27.190](Bobby)
[03:53.522]Logic has recorded 1700 songs in the span of his 10 years as an MC
[04:00.888]However, only just over 150 have been released to the public