[00:13.37]I don't go outside as much as I used to
[00:16.20]I'm not home, just in my house forgetting myself or at least trying to
[00:21.10]But not forgiving unti l come back out
[00:24.02]I have a light on in my room
[00:26.07]During the day I hardly notice it
[00:27.99]But at night it keeps me from falling asleep
[00:30.96]I have this dream of knowing you
[00:33.09]During the day I hardly notice it
[00:35.30]But at night it keeps me from all other dreams
[00:38.75]The numbing of time taught me how to finally fall asleep
[00:42.28]I just wish you'd come home and teach me how to wake back up
[00:46.02]This is torture, this is truth, this is unfamiliar pain
[00:50.47]This is following an ache but this is love
[00:54.40]There's a railroad track behind my house
[00:56.83]At night I can hear freight being taken to retail
[00:59.80]But I'm still not sold on letting myself out
[01:02.74]I never knew it was cold until I knew how the heat felt
[01:06.41]You were always warm when put in warm place
[01:09.00]But I was too shallow to contain the same flame
[01:13.24]There's a nicotine patch on my night stand
[01:15.46]You never did quit but at least you tried
[01:18.45]Or maybe you did but I never saw you lift a cigarette to your lips
[01:21.93]I was preoccupied looking into my reflection and the way you said you felt alive
[01:28.49]Your infection inflects the walls each night
[01:34.62]And the shades of color are all black and white
[01:40.12]Just like your goodbye
[01:42.29]You said to stop letting your love consume my mind
[01:45.32]I never did quit but at least you tried
[01:49.37]I don't go outside as much as I used to
[01:52.35]I'm not home, I'm just trying to sleep at night
[01:55.89]Forgetting your love or at least trying to
[01:59.17]You said goodbye, now just say goodnight