[00:01.554]At night in my window
[00:03.304]I see a silhouette
[00:04.741]Crying heavy tears look how wet my pillow gets
[00:07.406]Throughout my days
[00:08.242]I don't smile
[00:09.182]I just get upset
[00:10.227]And since you left look at all the **** that it affects
[00:13.309]I take a picture of your face and
[00:15.060]I just hold it up
[00:16.392]Kiss it, then reminisce on when it was both of us
[00:19.291]It's hard for me to open up,
[00:20.650]I'm always talking to myself
[00:22.217]But to nobody else
[00:23.471]Some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help
[00:26.553]But they don't know about all of my idiotic lies
[00:29.584]All the ****ing times
[00:30.367]I left you traumatized
[00:31.673]Swore up and down to you saying
[00:33.162]I'm a try
[00:34.495]And never did,
[00:35.226]I try not to cry but
[00:35.957]I feel bad
[00:36.924]I didn't apologize
[00:37.891]It's time
[00:38.962]I cough it up and tell more, my soul is taken never sell yours
[00:42.436]I did some ****
[00:43.742]I probably coulda been in jail for
[00:45.858]Bury me deep inside hells core
[00:47.765]And don't let me out until you hear bells roar
[00:50.011]She said, you never loved me
[00:51.997]You just controlled me
[00:53.433]If you **** around
[00:54.609]I'm calling the police
[00:56.202]But all I wanted to say was
[00:58.240]I'm sorry
[00:59.781]Oh how I wish that could tell you
[01:03.203]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[01:07.200]I was sorry
[01:08.663]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[01:11.484]I wish that
[01:13.443]I could tell you
[01:15.037]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[01:18.851]I was sorry
[01:20.470]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[01:24.597]I wish that
[01:25.042]I could tell you
[01:26.191]It's hard to forget, my heart is a brick
[01:27.837]I tell myself
[01:28.803]Marcus, I thought that you were smarter than this
[01:31.206]The mess I put you through was worse than pearl harbor and ****
[01:33.845]I'd always harm you and flip, mentally scar you and trip
[01:36.692]Sometimes
[01:37.397]I'd argue and get, the nerve to call you a *****
[01:39.670]Then bruise your back against the dresser that
[01:41.760]I tossed you against
[01:43.197]My Juliet at the time
[01:44.320]I never thought you was it
[01:45.600]I do now but **** your gone, so
[01:47.533]I just offer you this
[01:48.630]A song to you, through it
[01:50.197]I open the crack in my chest
[01:51.582]And show the whole world
[01:52.914]I've always had a lack of respect
[01:54.429]For women who went to my life,
[01:56.023]I look to vengeance as knife
[01:57.303]Intentions to fight, if you thinking
[01:58.844]I was senseless you right
[02:00.411]Now every sentence
[02:01.979]I write, I think twice on it so
[02:03.311]I don't regret
[02:04.121]Cause only stress lies in a simple mind of loneliness
[02:06.785]I'm an unholy mess, put me in a hole to rest
[02:09.711]Welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get
[02:12.715]She said, you never loved me
[02:14.962]You just controlled me
[02:16.398]If you **** around
[02:17.391]I'm calling the police
[02:19.455]But all I wanted to say was
[02:21.257]I'm sorry
[02:23.112]Oh how I wish that could tell you
[02:25.907]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[02:29.851]I was sorry
[02:31.549]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[02:35.781]I wish that
[02:36.199]I could tell you
[02:38.263]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[02:41.815]I was sorry
[02:43.357]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[02:47.562]I wish that
[02:47.876]I could tell you
[02:48.633]Now use this track as a lesson
[02:49.574]All you guys out there who have some aggression
[02:51.716]Towards your woman it don't have to get hectic
[02:53.832]That crap is pathetic, now look at me
[02:55.791]I have to regret it
[02:56.888]I can't go near her or nothing, she'll probably have me arrested
[03:00.258]The only thing
[03:00.780]I could do is just make a track with a message
[03:02.896]And hope she hears it so she could know
[03:04.725]I was badly infected
[03:05.770]I never meant to be that type of guy
[03:07.468]But I realized that
[03:08.931]I was, and because of it
[03:10.184]I'm throwing my sinister life aside
[03:11.830]I can cry at any moment just thinking about it
[03:15.069]Sometimes
[03:15.801]I hide it from the folks that
[03:17.237]I'm hanging around with
[03:18.152]I should apply for a new soul cause
[03:19.876]I think it's invalid
[03:21.025]Somebody told me when
[03:22.331]I die I'll be safe but
[03:23.559]I doubt it
[03:24.160]The grudge she holds against me, it hurts me so severely
[03:26.877]She won't come near me,
[03:28.392]I thought that time was supposed to cure me
[03:29.802]I'm so alone and weary, writing songs to heal me
[03:33.068]I swear that
[03:33.799]I'm sorry
[03:34.295]Heather, I mean it so sincerely
[03:36.020]She said, you never loved me
[03:37.848]You just controlled me
[03:39.259]If you **** around
[03:40.434]I'm calling the police
[03:41.688]But all I wanted to say was
[03:44.196]I'm sorry
[03:45.528]Oh how I wish that could tell you
[03:47.827]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[03:52.842]I was sorry
[03:54.331]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[03:58.406]I wish that
[03:58.903]I could tell you
[04:00.340]You're gone, you're dead, you'll never know that
[04:03.892]I was sorry
[04:06.165]Just leave me alone, stay out my head,
[04:10.553]I wish that
[04:10.815]I could tell you