[00:00.000] 作词 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler
[00:05.640]I'm going through changes
[00:13.010]I'm going through changes
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[00:20.560]Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly,
[00:23.490]I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
[00:26.360]I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,
[00:30.230]But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
[00:32.980]On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
[00:35.600]Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
[00:37.840]But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
[00:40.280]When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
[00:42.520]I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
[00:47.210]Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
[00:49.140]Around with the idea, of ending the **** right here.
[00:53.440]I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
[00:56.820]I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
[01:00.810]I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
[01:03.740]I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
[01:06.480]****..
[01:07.170]I'm going through changes
[01:16.590]I'm going through changes
[01:21.830]I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
[01:24.580]Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
[01:27.330]Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
[01:30.260]And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
[01:33.200]It become a problem you're too ***** to tackle, get up,
[01:35.880]Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this **** handled.
[01:38.630]Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
[01:40.940]They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
[01:44.180]Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
[01:46.490]He wouldn't ******' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
[01:48.550]But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
[01:51.350]Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and ********* pills.
[01:53.470]Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
[01:56.220]******' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
[01:58.900]And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
[02:01.150]It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
[02:03.580]And I just lost my ******' best friend, so **** it, I guess then...
[02:08.260]Chorus]
[02:15.750]Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
[02:23.420]My friends just can't understand this new me,
[02:25.230]That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
[02:27.540]You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
[02:32.160]And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,
[02:34.710]I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
[02:37.460]Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
[02:41.640]I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
[02:45.140]Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
[02:48.080]And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
[02:51.260]And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
[02:53.880]I just take a couple more, yeah you're ************' right,
[02:56.630]I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
[02:59.560]Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,
[03:02.490]Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
[03:05.420]****, don't I know the sound of that voice,
[03:07.670]Yeah baby hold me down.
[03:11.540]I'm going through changes
[03:18.900]I'm going through changes
[03:25.130]Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
[03:28.000]Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
[03:29.810]I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
[03:33.380]Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
[03:35.690]**** it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
[03:38.810]I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
[03:41.300]I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
[03:44.420]Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
[03:46.540]I still love your mother, that'll never change,
[03:49.170]Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
[03:51.720]Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
[03:55.090]But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.
[03:58.340]There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
[04:00.830]Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
[04:03.640]But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
[04:06.760]I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
[04:09.820]I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
[04:12.060]But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,
[04:15.120]I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
[04:17.680]But I just had to get away, don't know why,
[04:20.050]I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..